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Friday, May 15, 2026
Being escorted out of Fenway
Tuesday, May 12, 2026
Manhattan
Ok, so my goal in life is end up living in Manhattan. Why? Because of history. History is attractive. Because of the people who live there. The people who live there consider it a community and I would like to be apart of that community and history. There are other reasons but I can't disclose until I live there. It just a goal in my life to be loved by Manhattan. I would like to also document the beauty through photography. It's just a goal for me to end up in Manhattan. It's where I want to die...
Saturday, May 9, 2026
what horse are you with my friend
when the horse lies with you...it's time go. There's no separation . skip take a look skip. Where will i ever belong besides Manhattan
Saturday, May 2, 2026
Are you reading your future
From a few perspectives:
Psychologically:
Often it’s the brain recognizing patterns before conscious awareness catches up. Your mind is constantly processing tiny details — routines, behaviors, environmental cues — and sometimes it predicts what’s coming next so accurately that it feels like you “saw the future.”
This can show up as:
- Déjà vu — a strange sense that you’ve already lived this moment
- Strong intuition about what someone will say or do
- Dreams that seem to later “come true”
- A sudden certainty about an outcome
Usually, this is your brain making rapid unconscious predictions based on memory and pattern recognition.
Philosophically:
This gets deeper. Some philosophers would ask whether what you’re “seeing” is actually the future, or whether time is less linear than we experience it.
For example:
- Some views suggest all moments of time may already exist, and consciousness just moves through them.
- Others argue the future is constantly being created by present choices, so “seeing” it might really be sensing probable outcomes.
Think of it like standing at the top of a hill watching a river. You can often predict where the water will flow because of the terrain. That doesn’t mean you’re seeing the future in a supernatural sense — you’re perceiving the structure shaping what comes next.
In daily life:
If this happens occasionally, it’s often just heightened awareness.
If it’s frequent and unsettling, it can sometimes happen during periods of:
- Stress
- Sleep disruption
- Anxiety
- Intense focus
- Emotional overload
Those states can change how memory and perception sync up, making moments feel strangely pre-lived.