song writting ability

Right now I am frustrated and pissed and I will tell you why...I cannot request a guitarist to help with music until I record a song for example. This sucks because I would like to meet up with a guitarist now. Currently going through money times and it looks like 2 months before I can record on my own. Need to buy software and a new amp. Cost $300 cash. Gas license for the state of New Hampshire $200. Living expenses $200 per week. No cigs up $100 per week. Car repairs for sticker due February $300 my own labor. Office supplies $10. Somebody help with the numbers!!!!! WHEN THE WHOLE THING STARTED BABY I HAD 000000000000000000000, persistence pays off. LETS ROCK